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Jennifer.

Here I am, a bundle of past recollections and future dreams, knotted up in a reasonably attractive bundle of flesh. I remember what this flesh had gone through; I dream of what it may go through. I record here the actions of optical nerves, of taste buds, of sensory perception. And, I think: I am but one more drop in the great sea of matter, defined, with the ability to realize my existence.

Emotional wreck; 
Exhausted;
Hopeless.

I am tired of incessantly struggling with emotions and chaos suppressed in my head. I can’t go back; I am overcome with overwhelming embarrassment of how needy/incapable/useless I am, taxing chances and chances but delivering the same futile product. I am so sorry, I really am. 

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  1. solacewithinchaos said: D: *hugshugshugs*
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